Skinny or fit?

Heeeey!

Here’s a new outfit post and with it I decided to share one of my deep thoughts with you, following last week’s #FitFriday. Surely you’ve noticed that I wear mostly black pants and bright or white ones are a real exception.

You all know that black slims and that is what I want to write about today. You will probably find it quite strange that I, such a fitness maniac, still feel fat. It is said that “skinny looks good in clothes, fit looks good naked” and it’s probably true. But at the same time I’m also crazy about fashion, so I should probably be “skinny” and that I’m not. It’s nice that I have muscular legs, but through clothes after all, no one knows whether it is muscle or fat. Furthermore, when I wear dresses, thanks to my shoulders and biceps I feel like a bodybuilder who forgot to change when he jokingly tried a women’s dress.

On the other hand, I work out for myself and I really enjoy exercising. And I experience the biggest orgasm when doing squats with a 50-kg bar on my back, so it’s no surprise that my legs are not skinny. The idea that I would give this up and go to the gym just to walk on the treadmill does not satisfy me enough.

So I’m still fighting and being sad in front of the mirror and every morning I wish I could wake up with long slim legs… and I’m wondering whether to give up exercise, or accept the fact that the clothes will look like I love butter cakes with whipped cream.
And that’s why I do not wear bright pants. Because my mega quads would look even more monstrous, haha:)

I honestly do not know any girl who would be happy with her figure and, paradoxically, the least satisfied are those who exercise regularly, including me. The more I exercise, the more accurate my idea of the shape of my body I have, and the more irritates me that it does not look like I want.

And what about you guys? Are you satisfied with your body? :)) Does anyone have the same thoughts?